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my heart hurts today ... so badly

I have nothing left to give
I have found a perfect end
You were made to make it hurt
Disappear into the dirt

Carry me to heaven's arms
Light the way and let me go
Take the time to take my breath
I will end where I began

And I will find the enemy within
'Cause I can feel it crawl beneath my skin

Dear agony, just let go of me
Suffer slowly, is this the way it's got to be, dear agony?

Suddenly the lights go out
Let forever drag me down
I will fight for one last breath
I will fight until the end

And I will find the enemy within
'Cause I can feel it crawl beneath my skin

Dear agony, just let go of me
Suffer slowly, is this the way it's got to be?
Don't bury me, faceless enemy
I'm so sorry, is this the way it's got to be, dear agony?

Leave me alone, God, let me go
All blue and cold, black sky will burn
Love, pull me down, hate, lift me up
Just turn around, there's nothing left

Somewhere far beyond this world
I feel nothing anymore

Dear agony, just let go of me
Suffer slowly, is this the way it's got to be?
Don't bury me faceless enemy
I'm so sorry, is this the way it's got to be, Dear agony?

I feel nothing anymore



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irishgirl1984
Sep. 5th, 2017 03:17 pm (UTC)
My Heart Hurts Today
My heart hurts today, as my bestie is going away for what is going to feel like an eternity of sadness to pay. Nothing is making me so sad as knowing that I’m going to be waking up alone tomorrow morning—after going to bed alone tonight.
I mean, right around this time two years ago was when my ex began to feel less in love with me. I’m not looking forward to being alone—not even for two weeks, as there was very little warning to let me know that I’d obviously done something wrong.
Right now, I sit here with the realization that I’ll probably end up being all alone after lunch.
Once my bestie’s gone, I already know that I’m not keen about being alone—going to bed or waking up. I wonder if I’ve done something wrong to be hit by the painful memories once a year. All I know, what my ex did to me nearly two years ago is still making itself known at times—in unexpected ways.
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